Something nice

I'm so tired
Of this life.
I'm tired of feeling like I don't belong here,
Like no one loves me
Or even care about me.
I'm so sorry that I can't be better,
That I can't smile like the others,
That I'm not like the others.
I'm not in a good place right now.
Sometimes I can feel my demons
Crawling on the back of my mind
Telling me that I don't deserve to be happy,
Making me feel like I was better of dead.
And sometimes
You say something nice
And it's enough to make the light
Get into my soul
And it warms my heart.
And for you,
Because of you,
I swear I'm trying.
I'm doing my best
To feel like I'm worthwhile again.